LIFE IS ALL ABOUT!

2011, I live for 22 years with everyone that I love. I have a great parents and brother, even the differences of my age and my brother’s about 13 and 8 years. They trully guide me as their sister, but sometimes I miss having some jokes with them since they’re married and having children. Parents, having some argue with them, kind of something usual. Oh God, how I do express myself to love them in every each day? If there’s something more big than thanks and love. I dedicate it to them, in every single year, month, week, day, hour, minutes, and second! They don’t have twitter, so we don’t know what they feel, they never whining, like I did. They don’t have facebook (I know that someparents have but not for mine), so I don’t know what are they doing. Sometimes that I know, that they always call me everyday, just to know what I’m doing and don’t forget to eat, etc. It’s big! since my parents should get up every morning and working all day long just to feed me and giving everything that I want. I always remember about my parents’ word “Do something that not just make you’re happy, but make it for anybody. So you bring the happiness in everyday.” I still learn about it, I’m trying to make everyone happy for the main reason I want my family to be happy. But the true of peaceful is deep down in your heart is at the time when you prays everyday. I feel it, why we always ask about everything we want, God always listen. But do we listen to God? Don’t ever mention happiness if you never be grateful. Friends, since I left my hometown for college. I have a big number of friends, people always doubt about which one is real/not. I guess everyone can be our friends, but sometimes friends can turn into enemy..one thing, I believe that they ever come into your life so they should mean something..something to cheer you up or even make you sad. be positive that everyone deserve for their own happiness because life is all about God, family, and friends
u know u love me, xoxo

AM I TIRED TO BE PERFECT?

Hello, guys. Nowadays, I feel myself more sensitive. I guess I don’t know why,maybe since I’m doing my undergraduate thesis. I found myself a little bit annoying or more whining. But sorry, for someone out there if you’re my victim in my “TA” things. Honestly, I’m tired to be perfect. I’m not a perfect person, but I realize that I am neat and organize. Since my parents teach me how to controlling my life. Yeah, sometimes I should have an argue with them about the decision I made. But, honestly I don’t have a mind if they’re making 80% decision of my life. I always believe that God always listen every single prayer especially with our parents. But, guess what? 100%, I’m so grateful with my life now. The truth is now I’m still searching for who I am?What I’m looking for in my life? What should I do after I graduate? Should they (parents) make a big decision after I graduate. The answer when I’m asking them about it. It’s just simple, Do what you like and you’re happy about it.

Damn it!!this is me now, who can not find what is my future will be. That’s why in the semester before that I went aboard to see how I can capture another dream. Am I a dream maker? Yes, I am. I always think that life is destiny, but you should have a destination on it. So you are not going to lost, but yeah I’m tired to be perfect in my family. Somehow, I just feel if I let myself not to do anything for someone else I just feel nothing. Ok, now I let my life in the flow. But I won’t let it in the bad flow, I should go back to the States and find my passion. Because Life is moving forward and yeah the future is scary, but you can’t look back forward because it’s familiar. The truth is it’s tempting, and I’m still chasing on my dream.

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22 QUESTION?

22! I’m on that age. Question mark is when you’re at that age. People are talking about your realtionship?WTH!! yeah maybe because I’ve ever mention that I’m going to married someone in 25. But honestly, when I see others relationship, I ‘m not really jealous that I’m not in the relationship but mostly is because yeah now my bestfriends had some guy in their life so you should find another one when they can’t hang out with you. So pathetic? I don’t know, I guess as long as I’m happy why I need someone that really into me. I had some gayfriends who I guess really care about me, But sometimes my girl always said “Maybe it’s the time for you to find your soulmate.” Oh God, why those question start to bothering myself even more it comes from my family. Maybe I’m too picky to find Mr. Perfect. Yeah, this is me!I want someone that know myself without I change into somebody else, I need someone I can laugh with, cry with, and yeah my gayfriends can handle me when I start to turn into that phase. Maybe I chase my dreams so hard that’s why I don’t have a min that relationship is a big deal. Why do I have a concern on it if God already has sent the one for me? But I always believe that someday, I can find Mr. Perfect. The perfect here, is rarely know me, who I am, what my family are, and understand me well. For sure that we have the same faith, now I’m still chasing on my dream but when I get tired of chasing it. I had one person to tell, thanks to You. I can be who I am without changing myself

2011′s TRIP

-GERMANY

I can remember how the first I get myself into Europe. First thing that I did, called a friend who lived in there, Frankfurt. Frankfurt, a big city in Germany and also have a busy airport. I has a new friend, a girl, lived in her nicely apartement. She treated us so well, cooked some food, and yeah guide us to travel in this lovely city. What I know about Germany so far is their jewish church, to honor some people who was murdered in the past. Germany, which is one of Hitler’s enemy, they built some memorial church near to my friend’s apartement. I had some fun shopping area in Germany and experienced the food. I could see the major office still old-fashioned building. I saw the Main River, one of the most famous river in Frankfurt, Germany. I remembered old times, I used to write about this river only in my German Classes at high school, and yeah I’ve ever visited there. Germany such a METROPLIS COUNTRY

-POLAND

POLAND! I should take a local flight from Germany to Poland, actually the airport was in Rzezow, I don’t know that I spell it right or not. Because yeah Polish is not a really an easy languange to be learn. First time I got my self into here, I had some trouble talk to other people. But thanks God , there’s Irish in the train that I can asked to. He’s very nice, his name is David, as I remember. What a funny being talk with him is. What do I know about his country?I said WESTLIFE so loud. He just giggled, and yeah he knew Indonesia mostly known as Bali. So shame! But yeah, Bali is really beautiful. My destination in Poland is Krakow!!an amazing city, beautiful, I love the building. I got my eyes into their girls, so pretty. I recognize that every models that I know are from this country. I had a very great time in Krakow by visiting Wewel Castle, Market Square, the downtown, the fountain, such an amazing. They’re trully so EUROPE!

 

-PARIS

Oh God, I can’t imagine that I’ve been there. I usually write on my notes, book, or even my future plan that I can visit this Country, Fashion and Love!I have a very long day in Paris, and how lucky I am that I could visit this country during the Bastille Day at 14th July, known as their independence Day, I could see the Soldier was riding horses with their sword at the waist. The tank is marched along side the Champ Elysee avenue with a France’s Flag is rising on the Arc the Triomph. The airplane on the sky shouting their guns, and the smokes was creating France’s Flag. Very nice parade, so many people on the street were exciting to see the Parade. Don’t ever mention PARIS if you don’t visit the Eiffel Tower. Eiffel was so crowd since the day was the Bastille Day and I took the boat and metro for the trip (saving money). OH GOD!France, they’re trully beautiful since I had an amazing scenery in the Eiffel Tower with firework onto the sky. I had a very nice shopping in France, bought some perfume, clothes, and experienced the food. I visited the Louvre, Grand Palais, Moulin Rouge, and others that I can’t describe it one by one. But yeah, PARIS!!should been there again and again with my soulmate sometime J

-HOLLAND

Amsterdam!!Another country to visit is Holland, and I had a friend who lived in here at Deventer exactly. First time I got myself in here, I can see as the freedom country. They had a red light district, know as the prohibition area I guess for some child who really don’t know about the hooker or slut. But I guess I had some culture shock in this country because yeah They’re selling sex toy, Marijuana, and their woman are naked on the glass, yeah you can touch them for free before you taste “it”. But after all the shock I really had a great time here with my friends, thanks to Nadya for the housewarming. I bought some perfume, clothes, and a gift from this city. I visited Madame Tussaud Museum, and see the waxes. Yeah they looks so real. Holland is AMAZING!!

 

-DUBAI, LOS ANGELES, AND HONGKONG

Those three countries are my transit, so bad that I can’t get myself out because I didn’t have a much time in here. First, Dubai, I need some visa excuse, but I had a great shopping time in here, Second is Hongkong, maybe they don’t need visa when I visited there, but so bad that I can’t go out because I don’t have much time since the ticket is bought by my sponsor. Third is Los Angeles, Yeah USA!! I finally got my ass onto this celeb country. But so bad, I only had 6 hours in this country. But yeah, LA was such a busy airport.

 

-TEXAS

Texas!!My next destination in USA, so glad that my visa is approved by US Government. And Yeah, Texas was so HOT!!I mean the real HOT, is the weather. I had an amazing experience in here with some oil company and senior geophysicits. They’re trully appreciate my presentation. And yeah, I had some food experience in here by eating their famous steak, nachos, and guacamole. Okay I saw those angels, I mean, I bought some perfume from Victoria’s Secret. The city that I lived in USA  is San Antonio, since Texas in the past wasn’t the part of the States snd yeah, they’re really had a big history. When Texas Meets Mexico, I guess that one of theme of San Antonio, most of them are latin. But so far, they’re so friendly. Alamo is one of the memorial Building, was built in Texas. USA!!I should go back there! I don’t have any trouble with their language since they’re using American Accent in their daily.

 

What I learn from 2011’s trip is that YOU CAN CAPTURE YOUR DREAMS! As long as you young and you never stop learning and trying, you can build your dreams into the real one. I made mine, the funny is when people are laughing at yourself because you wrote your dreams in the piece of paper, but they’re staring at you when that piece of paper turns out into your life. Life is not easy when you keep on thinking that is hard, but life is become easy when you have some spirit on it. My quote, is THIS ABOUT HOW MUCH YOU’RE FIGHTING FOR OR FIGHTING FOR SOMETHING YOU REALLY WANT

 

 

satnite

it just the same in every weekend, hanging out with my friends or even with my family..

or maybe today i am going to watch HBO while having some caffein.. or just waiting my friends’ call to ask me out..

new semester, new spirit!!!

yeahhh, semester baru dimulaiiiii..i’ll keep my promise, pak

terima kasi kepada bilqis yang udah kasih gue tempat pensil baru..haha, bikin gue semangat baru belanja stationary!!!haha

rencana nya pengen banget KP beberapa oil company udah gue email-in tapi belum ada balesan..semoga diterima,amin!!!

februari rencananya mau les bahasa perancis, semoga rajin deh gue..hehe

i want to blow up!!!!seems everything so blurry around me now, please don’t walk away cause u are my way…

i need some spirit, something to cheer me up!!!bring me that spirit!!

u know u love me, xoxo

SHOCKING HOLIDAY!!!

anjrit, baru gue liburan 3 hari di jakarta balik ke bandung dapat kabar gak enak gini..SEDIH SIH PASTI!!!!

astaga kenapa temen2 gue kena musibah..semoga gak berlanjut yang aneh-aneh deh yah, gue selalu berdoa pasti

TUHAN PUNYA CARA SENDIRI UNTUK MENYAYANGI HAMBA-NYA!!!

MAY UR BLESS WITH US!!AMIENN

u know u love me, xoxo

p.s : sabar yah

escape!!!

today, i’m gonna leaving bandung soon!!

not just for holiday, it also to forget and relax my mind.. if u miss me, just buzz me..

happy holiday everyone (enjoying my last three days for holiday)

u know u love me, xoxo

miss u guys so much, can’t wait to see u this weekend :)

girls

@ Grand Indonesia, i miss u guys so much..c u soon

holiday please come to me..

bulan januari ini gue gagal liburan padahal udah rencana bgt karimun jawa,huaaa!!!kesel??IYA , tapi gak papa sih kan ada GFL juga dan b*nw*l.. hehoo, selamat buat TERRA 2008

saya mau liburan!!!besok akan ke jakarta, jumat udah janji sama edwar dan sherla..sabtu pergi sama temen SMA, minggu bareng keluarga.. yahhh, sekalian saya mau menghilang dari dunia per TERRA an untuk sementara.. tapi abis itu pasti balik lagi kok, hehe..  liburan kali ini, gue gak mau mikir yang aneh2, hehe.. jadi HAPPY HOLIDAY EVERYONE

u know u love me, xoxo